Before i start saying anything, i shall start with yesterday.
Pictures shall do the speaking :D
Morning woke up @ 7am and as
Dar predicted, i used the com.
Cant find my bio notes and realized it was in class and had no choice so cant really study =.=
Bus down to kovan and
dar ask me to take my time.
In the end it was a trick so he won after all =.=
He had two pathetic wishes and i cancelled one.
SO left one is to disturb me for the whole day =.=
LOl
and he did.
We mrt down to vivo and ate at the kopitiam :D
he copied what i eat
LOL.
okay fines fines.
Then we hang around and play at the sky park until jer came.
Went
jer came, we went sky park play and i push
dar into the water :D
and for revenge he carry me and threw me into the water =.=
okay he was wearing shorts while i wore skinnies leh =.=
forget it =.=
Anyways, went to habourfront centre. Makan till isaac came and met ___ to get my slippers and money :D
we went sky park play when
isaac came again :D
and i was wet second time thanks to you know who =.=
LOL.
Dar injured his middle finger so we went down to watsons to get some plaster.
Then after that went to habour front to meet cg :D
after that bought few thigns and went to sentosa.
it was super dam hot larh.
like anvis said, i almost get heat stroke so
jer dar isaac and me went to 7-11 to buy drinks and met
linda and
vk there.
walked to the beach this time cos my wonderful sister wanted :D
super hot and i cmi le so i sat down.
LOl
reach there play play and kana drag down the water =.=
by
dar again =.=
i revenged by throwing sand at them :D
after that we went for a 'shower" LOL
w/o changing clothes larh.
Went to board the bus back to expo.
then went serivce.
after service dar and people were disturbing me making weird sounds and it was IRRITATING GIVING ME HEADACHES.
=.=
okay i thought i said pictures do the speaking?
=.=
well fine. here's the pictures.
at the sentosa express.
anvis darling
nixi and anzoe
the girls except me :D
the guys
LOL
anvis and jiamei
talkign :D
emoing?
LOL
dar's injured middle finger xD
wow ITS VK ;D
no point hiding darlings :D i caught you guys :D
♥♥♥okay, this picture was super ugly =.=
i was like ....
zzzz.....
my hair was super messy cos i lost my comb=.=
LOL....
okay back to the topic, i shall reply you guys.
I know you guys care for me.
Dar and My wonderful cousin Yeo xin Yi :D
Xie xie.
I am really touched by just words only.
yes i have thought it all.
Being in a girls home means no going out often, having your phone checked daily, everything is being observed.
Its is living in a jail.
I thought it all over.
No use or buying so much things so i can jolly well save it till i am 21.
i hate the idea of it.
So i am trying ym best to live through it.
Ms Yeo, you know how violent my mother is.
No doubt.
no i shall rephrase, you know how violent my family is.
yes.
At times i feel like crying ym tears out, dropping dead and giving up but its you- a few group friends stop me from doing it.
yes, i enjoyed and get super high when i am with you people- dar, xin yi. anvis.
i show my true self when i'm with maggie and vk.
the true self where i speak the truth and be straight and very open. cos i feel comfortable wiith you guys.
But when i am with dar, xin yi and anvis, there's a power stopping em from crying and stopping me from being down
I dunno why.
Yes so i have made up my mind.
i choose to stay at home.
There is nothing i can do and you gusy dun have to feel sad that you cant help with anything.
All you guys did a lot till i cant repay. By giving me words of supports and being there for me.
Throughtout my 14 years of life, i've learnt a lot.
at the age of 9 i ever thought of running away.
i ren till p5 the age of 11 and until sec 1 the age of 13 and nowsec 3 the age of 15
so i will have this thoguht again at 17?
or 19?
and finally 21 i am free?
6 more years :D
be through w/ me.
:D
no no, i finish my o levels and then will have to study jc or poly 3 or 2 years.
Total will be another 3 to 4 years :D
and i'm done with here people
jiayous huimin, you're strong( i guess) ....
i'm learning to survive and i think its rather successful :D jyjy
going off to work le <3
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Sunday, May 17, 2009
