Wednesday, May 27, 2009
对不起我要用华文字来blog
因为有某某原因。。
今天不是一个好日子。。。到学校第一堂课是物理。。。
没做东西。。。
第二堂课是华文。。。
睡了两节课。。。
休息时间然后又是两节华文。。。
又睡了。。。哈哈
然后是cme
己任老师Mrs Tay 和我谈了一下下。。。
我忍着眼泪不让它流下。。。
我告诉自己不能哭。。。
过后是数学。。。
Poon 很烦。。。
放学后。。。 我和俊杰和Maggie到compass去吃pizzahut。。。
我请客！！！！！
回到学校看见妈妈。。。
倒霉死了！骂了我就和级任老师谈了。。。
我接着就去课外活动。。。
被骂了！因为好多天没去了！！！！！
过后回家了！！！
今天好伤心！！！！！！
好才我有一位很好的男朋友！！！！！！！！
在我身旁安慰我：D 谢谢你！！！！！！！
the end :D
haha...
♥our lips must always be sealed
8:33 PM
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Happy 5th month dar :D
thanks for loving me and making me have someone to love.
thanks for bullying me ^^
谢谢你
i can type chinese le ^^
thanks to Lau Jia Mei ^^
(AND STUPID MAGGIE ^^)
She taught me.
hey people, my results were good okay?
:D
English: B4(meet target !!!)
Math; B4 ( never meet)
Chinese: A1 (MEET TARGET!!!)
Amath; f9 (pro hor? only fail ^^)
combine science: C6 (never meet target bt at least pass)
combine humans: never meet target but at least pass ss :D
i only fail Bio by few marks =.=
L1R5=30
L1R4= 21
cant even go a pathetic JC or Poly =.=
LOl
i mus buck up more.
I am improving a lot ppl ^^
thats all.
Maggie came my house today ^^
now we going work le.
tata ^^
Labels: love you more and more
♥our lips must always be sealed
3:10 PM
Saturday, May 23, 2009
thanks a lot. really people.
i am feeling better now.
I aint talking in my house really.
Dad and Mum wanted to talk. i told them i dun feel like talking to them.
Its not a reaction from me.
Its from my body.
So dun blame me.
I wan to speak.
but its either very soft or nothing came out.
Haisss.....
Maggie birthday coming liao ^^
so fast me and her know each other 5 months alrdy :D
oh~ what i wan say =.=
zzzz forget again.
forget it.
i'll jus copy something from maggie's blog
太爱一个人，会被他牵着鼻子走，如被魔仗点中，完完全全不能自己。从此，你没有了自己的思想，没有了自己的喜怒哀乐，你以他为中心，跟着他在一起时，你就 是整个世界;不跟他在一起时，世界就是他。 太爱一个人，会无原则地忍受他，慢慢地他习惯于这种纵容，无视你为他的付出，甚至会觉得你很烦，太没个性，甚至开始轻视，怠慢，不尊重你…… 太爱一个人，你无异于一支蜡烛，奋不顾身地燃烧，只为求得一时的光与热。待蜡烛燃尽，你什么都没有了。而对方只是一个手电筒，他可以不断放入新电池， 永远保持活力。 太爱一个人，他会习惯你对他的好，而忘了自己也应该付出，忘了你也一样需要得到同等的回报--他完全被你宠坏了。不要以为你爱对方十分他也会爱你十 分，爱是不讲道理的，所以很多时候，爱也是不平等的。 不，不要爱一个人爱的浑然忘却自我。那样全身心的爱只应出现在小说里，这个社会越来越不欢迎不顾一切的爱。给他呼吸的空间，也给自己留个余地--飞蛾 扑火的爱情，正在进行时固然让人觉得壮美，但若他成为时，你如何收拾那一地的狼籍?投入那么多，你能否面对那惨重的损失? 所以，爱一个人不要爱到十分，八分已经足够了。剩下的两分，用来爱自己。 可是10万个不爱他的理由也敌不过一个爱他的理由~!
太爱一个人,就注定自己伤的一定比他深,很多时候,明明知道该给他呼吸的空间,明明知道该多几分来爱自己,明明知道爱太深伤越重.可谁能管的住自己的心.如果能管的住自己的心,我们又何必去害怕受伤害.
i really have no time to read finish what i copy from her blog.
LOL it was so random =.=
give me time to read finish ppl....
zzzzz
♥our lips must always be sealed
8:32 AM
Thursday, May 21, 2009
really touched by you guy's tags :D
Especially Eunice Chew!!!!!!!!!!!!
xie xie ni :D
Out of so many people, i did not expect you still read my blog.
Although we have not talk, its you who always take the innitiative to whack me when you see me.
or shout my name: LIM HUI MIN out loud in school.
You touched me darling.
Next up, Dar.
Xie xie ni for all your things you've done for me.
Anvis and xin yi ^^
Really thanks a lot.
anyway thanks people.
Today work dam funny.
People order chicken baked rice w/o chicken
den i say: can i have pepsi w/o glass xD
people workign that day were joking around.
Ice lemon tea w/o lemon and ice xD
Baked rice w/o rice
LOL
trio cheese pizza w/o cheese ^^
LOL.
getting super high xD
go slp le ^^ tata ~
Labels: love you people :D
♥our lips must always be sealed
8:58 AM
been a long time since i blogged. limited time so i have to blog dam fast.
Tue
Lit exam was a killer than emath.
after exam, went to compass walk while waiting for
dar.
Ate w/
maggie and
Jun Jie then
dar came den ate together.
I never eat.
After they left, Me and
dar went to shop for birthday cakes.
Took 27 to changi.
lied to
jer that we took wrong bus and he wan spon us take taxi xD
rich there, went to ntuc buy flour
Den forget buy lighter so went to vivo to buy.
Oh and
weixiang,
Isaac and some
jiing horng guy was there.
LOl.
Then took sentosa express there.
reach siloso beach, wing too strong so light up one lighter only.
ate 1/4 of the cake and 3/4 uneaten.
me and
weixiang never eat :D
Then they went round chasing him w/ the cake and i was left to walk =.=
I got no energy larh people.
LOL.
The took out flour.
isaac wante to pour on
jer but pour on
dar.
Then dar took it and pour on me zzz.
People started to pour on me... AND I BECAME A WHITE GHOST =.=
Went to toilet and i changed.
After that took express back to vivo.
Ate at sakae and my nice
dar was nice to pay for me ^^ LOL.
(actually my blog is blogging the details -,- )
The guys were being horny LOL.
Then jer went to sit w/ cookie monster to take pics :D
After that went to sky park play a while.
No wait =.=
They went to Toy "r" us.
play stupid hide and seek =.=
Then went to arcade and play till 9.45pm then we left.
Dar, wx and isaac send me home.
reach home, put down back ad say: i go down a while
ten i came and talk to them
flag their taxi and then they left and i cross the opp road and walk back.
Went home bath and slp.
Wed
Morning woke up and everything was ruin, wanted to left for sch and quarreled with parents again.
I really could not take it anymore so i sms dad the whole truth feeling.
And he was like: u wan go girls home? i fulfil you.
Me: yes, i want to go, just send me in
I was super sad.
it was my first time cry until like that.
Chem paper 1 houir, i no mood so did it in 15 mins.
After paper, sms dar.
Then went to compass w/ maggie.
Both of them were trying to c heer me up.
went to ate at mac then went to hougang mall and play like crazy w/ maggie.
LOL.
she cheered me up.
thanks love :D
Then buy ice cream and bus to kovan.
work was stupid. then we had break together.
get to the main point.
I told maggie, if i really go into girls home, the only onewhom i will dui bu qi is no one else but dar.
Not my parents.
mama did not agree of me goign to girls home so i ended up not going.
People out there reading, mus have think that i am a bad girl.
yes, i am evil, bad. the failure.
I have failed Life.
i am really tired.
i told mama, if u dun send me in, dun blame me for running away and then catching me go in. its too late too.
I am really tired.
Dar told me to tell my things out.
yes, i have problems.
Others have too.
rembering, i used to tell anvis darling.
but soon after, realising she have her own problems too
I dun wan to be a burden
Nice people like anvis, vk, maggie , dar and xin yi wun think its a burden.
But i find myself irritating.
I know i am stubborn.
thats my character.
God, let me die.
I am tired.
I no longer want this life.
Let me die and rise again as a new born.
I know its a selfish decision.
Its a long post.
If u ask me deep down, i really wish to live in a girls home but cos my life will be ruined.
i will have no future.
sian-ed...
I failed myself as a daughter
a good friend
a best friend
a girlfriend
anvis: hahah xD no way.and me and him dun look alike -,-
Labels: i hate myself.
♥our lips must always be sealed
8:48 AM
Monday, May 18, 2009
morning sch exam stupid sucky =.=
then after sch walk to compass w/ faye and ate a kfc. loiter around and went to vkyy sch
stupid ppl from her sch. dun even have the manners to say excuse me =.=
i felt like a prince charming waited for a ordinary girl.
haha watch too much drama.
LOL
then went to j8 then bus to her house there and buy slippers.
Maggie ask me to learn a song and her bdae we are going to kbox tgt w/ dar and i have to sing that song to her =.=
at vk house, she cooked wonderful roti prata for me. although a bit burnt but it was nice with extra sugar :D
thanks a lot sister :D
then we played monopoly 2 ppl only and guess wad? i dunno how to play but i STILL WIN HER ;D hahahahha
then we record some stupid things and started being sick by talking abt durians xD and dar was drag in xD
then her nice mama cook for me
vk was calling me da mu ji cos i bought geylang =.=
aww she's jus jealousxD
anyways, here's the recording
♥our lips must always be sealed
4:54 AM
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Before i start saying anything, i shall start with yesterday.
Pictures shall do the speaking :D
Morning woke up @ 7am and as
Dar predicted, i used the com.
Cant find my bio notes and realized it was in class and had no choice so cant really study =.=
Bus down to kovan and
dar ask me to take my time.
In the end it was a trick so he won after all =.=
He had two pathetic wishes and i cancelled one.
SO left one is to disturb me for the whole day =.=
LOl
and he did.
We mrt down to vivo and ate at the kopitiam :D
he copied what i eat
LOL.
okay fines fines.
Then we hang around and play at the sky park until jer came.
Went
jer came, we went sky park play and i push
dar into the water :D
and for revenge he carry me and threw me into the water =.=
okay he was wearing shorts while i wore skinnies leh =.=
forget it =.=
Anyways, went to habourfront centre. Makan till isaac came and met ___ to get my slippers and money :D
we went sky park play when
isaac came again :D
and i was wet second time thanks to you know who =.=
LOL.
Dar injured his middle finger so we went down to watsons to get some plaster.
Then after that went to habour front to meet cg :D
after that bought few thigns and went to sentosa.
it was super dam hot larh.
like anvis said, i almost get heat stroke so
jer dar isaac and me went to 7-11 to buy drinks and met
linda and
vk there.
walked to the beach this time cos my wonderful sister wanted :D
super hot and i cmi le so i sat down.
LOl
reach there play play and kana drag down the water =.=
by
dar again =.=
i revenged by throwing sand at them :D
after that we went for a 'shower" LOL
w/o changing clothes larh.
Went to board the bus back to expo.
then went serivce.
after service dar and people were disturbing me making weird sounds and it was IRRITATING GIVING ME HEADACHES.
=.=
okay i thought i said pictures do the speaking?
=.=
well fine. here's the pictures.
at the sentosa express.
anvis darling
nixi and anzoe
the girls except me :D
the guys
LOL
anvis and jiamei
talkign :D
emoing?
LOL
dar's injured middle finger xD
wow ITS VK ;D
no point hiding darlings :D i caught you guys :D
♥♥♥okay, this picture was super ugly =.=
i was like ....
zzzz.....
my hair was super messy cos i lost my comb=.=
LOL....
okay back to the topic, i shall reply you guys.
I know you guys care for me.
Dar and My wonderful cousin Yeo xin Yi :D
Xie xie.
I am really touched by just words only.
yes i have thought it all.
Being in a girls home means no going out often, having your phone checked daily, everything is being observed.
Its is living in a jail.
I thought it all over.
No use or buying so much things so i can jolly well save it till i am 21.
i hate the idea of it.
So i am trying ym best to live through it.
Ms Yeo, you know how violent my mother is.
No doubt.
no i shall rephrase, you know how violent my family is.
yes.
At times i feel like crying ym tears out, dropping dead and giving up but its you- a few group friends stop me from doing it.
yes, i enjoyed and get super high when i am with you people- dar, xin yi. anvis.
i show my true self when i'm with maggie and vk.
the true self where i speak the truth and be straight and very open. cos i feel comfortable wiith you guys.
But when i am with dar, xin yi and anvis, there's a power stopping em from crying and stopping me from being down
I dunno why.
Yes so i have made up my mind.
i choose to stay at home.
There is nothing i can do and you gusy dun have to feel sad that you cant help with anything.
All you guys did a lot till i cant repay. By giving me words of supports and being there for me.
Throughtout my 14 years of life, i've learnt a lot.
at the age of 9 i ever thought of running away.
i ren till p5 the age of 11 and until sec 1 the age of 13 and nowsec 3 the age of 15
so i will have this thoguht again at 17?
or 19?
and finally 21 i am free?
6 more years :D
be through w/ me.
:D
no no, i finish my o levels and then will have to study jc or poly 3 or 2 years.
Total will be another 3 to 4 years :D
and i'm done with here people
jiayous huimin, you're strong( i guess) ....
i'm learning to survive and i think its rather successful :D jyjy
going off to work le <3
Labels: i am loving you more and more and more
♥our lips must always be sealed
9:34 AM
Saturday, May 16, 2009
a weird title but i dun care.
there may be typo but i dun care cos i am rushing this post before i leave to meet dar.
Yesterday wasn't a very good day for me.
After exam, Dar came my school and Fetch me then we bus to bugis.
Went to eat and then buy his bermudas then went to iluma the new building to shop.
the security was asking us not to play xD
after that mrt to tampines cos i wanted to go the ikea giant and courts.
Spent a total of 4 hours plus there.i know what i wanted alrdy :D
$700++ saving it :D
i wan buy the pink laptop for myself as birthday present :D
HAHAH.
Went back home, mama scold again =.=
like as if the world is born to be my fault =.=
Dad came home and i went out and he scolded again =.=
Just because he thinks i am rude to mama.
WTF=.=
he knows what i am thinking and i dunno by where.
Mama may have happen to pass by my blog while using the com, they may have ransack my things and found my diary like they always did last time to read it.
Yes dad, you know what i am thinking.
You told me that is i dare run away , you'll catch me back and put me in the girl's home till i am 21.
Dun say it do it!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i had enough.
Everyday anyone come home, it'll be my fault again.
Yes mama, you say no matter what you guys do, i always think i am right.
Have you ever thought you were in the wrong also?
Maybe we are just not fated to be families.
Just call the police NOW and bring me in.
You have been saying this for more than 5 years.
Why dun u just do it?
I had enough.
You said it was my schoolmates, my church mates, my work mates who this attitude.
But have you ever thought it WAS U ALL ALONG?
nobody was to be blame but me and myself.
and you.
You make me hate you two more an dmore.
See how my bootlicker didi suck up on you two, see how biased you were?
Yes mama, you finally realised how biased you were.
You siad you gave me everything.
Yes, you gave what i wanted.
But dun i have to fight for it?
A computer, fancy arguing for 8 bloody months and after buying, you nag at me for 1 year?
Saying how i lied for it?
oh well =.=
I did not lied for it.
I just said i need it for project since u dun let me go friends house.
But dun tell me i have project all year round right?
gosh gosh.
Readers out there must be thinking what a bad girl i am.
yes i am bad.
I am evil
Nobody will understand how i feel.
Cos u guys are not me.
I tried, it didn't work.
SO the words Dad and Mum never came out of my mouth to them cos i dun regard you guys as my parents.
I treat you guys as my close friends.
what did you treat me as?
a debt collector.
Yes, we've sort things out.
and dad FORCED me to promise that i'll treat them so nicely.
People, if one day i lost contact for 2 days then you know i am in the girls home :D
i wun regret cos i know even if i suffer there, i'll still love it more than i love home.
althought there are curfews, i'll get scolding but it is not from my own FAMILY so i wun mind.
i get looked down, i dun mind cos they are not my family.
who are they to judge?
I MADE UP MY MIND ALRDY.
thats all ...
i'm sorry to disappoint you guys.
if you think i shame you guys, you can jolly well leave me.
不关天长地久，只在乎曾经拥
i'll always rmb you guys :D
i may not be 100% doing what i mention above :D
its just a 50-50 thought. :D
Labels: leaving this world witha smile
♥our lips must always be sealed
7:52 AM
Thursday, May 14, 2009
yesterday study amath till sian so i started to play :D LOL
playing with my phone camera =.=
LOL
i tot my mama was really being good to me.
I came upon realizing it today.
Finally i know the reason.
Her motive was clear- wanting me to teach didi.
I was too stupid to believe in her.
My very own mother?
Very stupid of me.
Came back home today.
Her first words to me was: go teach your didi.
I was like:hello? i also got exam.
when i was in sec one i also study by my own.if he got pay attention he should know alrdy marh why must teach de?
Mama: cos he is the youngest.
Me: youngest so what? youngest also human right?
mama: you treat other ppl better than u treat ur didi
me: cos other people will thank me when i teach them and wun show me attitude but him?
yes some parts are deleted.
The reason is clear and i'm so stupid not to know it.
few mins later, she came into the room ask me to help didi.
eh how on earth would i know what happen 2 years ago?
=.=
forget it people.i shall forgive everything.
amath was a flunk D:
ss was okay =.-
chinese listening? =.=
forget it =.=
i hate exams D:
♥our lips must always be sealed
4:07 PM
keep ur comments to urself.
i shall forgive ur childish act :D ^^
♥our lips must always be sealed
3:07 AM
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
This few days i have been feeling rather down.
I have been thinking and thinking.
Deep inside me, what am i?
Thanks to Vkyy , i am addicted to this particular song from Mulan; reflection :D
Sorted things out.
Perhaps i shouldn't hate anyone.
Yes, i've forgiven everyone.
I have no rights to hate, but to dislike.
But this is going to be a fresh new me :D
i am starting afresh :D
treating all the people i used to hate as normal friends.
yes, i've changed.
Perhaps and hopefully for the better.
Maggie asked, why have i turned so bad.
Maggie questioned me.
We chatted for a while and talk about humans good and bad points.
I thought over and over again.
I hated myself.
I am very selfish.
I only spare a thought for myself.
She says my good point is i put others before me.
Share things w/ people and is very nice.
After when we talk about the bad points, i came to realize that i am being selfish.
Who i hated, i also wished people do hate. What i wanted i also hope that people will not copy me.
I thought over and over.
Many times.
3 days.
I've decided.
I ma going to start all over again :D
Yes, hopefully to see a better me.
1. i won't hate anyone ever again.
2. I'll put others before me.
3. i'll spare a thought for others.
4. i wont make empty promises :D
5. i won't force people and make decisions for them
6. I will not disturb poon (but once in a while only xD )
7. i will control my emotions well.
8. i will take my studies more seriosuly
9. i will have more confidence in myself( i guess D:)
10. i will trust in
you more :D
Its a pledge and i am going to do it :D
Exams time xD stress stress D;
after exams i am going to start planning on my holidays
Hey people, do make appointment with me if not i will work throughout alrdy!!!!! D;
i wont work on sats as its a time for god! :D
mon wed and fri may have cca =.=
So left tues and thurs and sun alrdy!!!!!!!!!! hurry hurry :D
LOl
cas: i am spending tons of time to study alrdy :D
anvis: you too :D
xinyi: LOL li jia chu zou qu na li =.= u think too much alrdy! LOL xD
Labels: MY VIETNAM TRIP IS CANCELLED DUE TO H1N1 =.=
♥our lips must always be sealed
5:22 PM
Monday, May 11, 2009
Its been 2 days since i last blogged :D
i shall not rant so much.
Fri waited for vk so long D;
After school went with
angeline the compass to shop for foods.
Ain't feeling well.
My bloogy english paper disappoint me.
After that mrt to jurong east.
Waited for 1 hour then mrt back to kovan.
Took a total of 3 hours and fined $2 =.=
Went to pizza hut chatted w/
maggie darling.
Chat till 6p.m
vk came.
Went off to dohby gaut
Went to buy mothers' day present.
Went to her house and it was not foodless but she did not know how to cook those LOL.
So drank orange juice.
Played some bloody sick games xD
after that, 10p.m i went home.
Sat: woke up at 7. 8.30 am bus down to
vk house and waited her for 45 mins till 9.30 LOl
from super cold become super hot ._.
went to kovan buy things then shop a while then go back my house started baking cookies and i burnt my bloody hand. LOL
bus down to paya lebar then mrt to tanah merah meet the stupid guys.
I was asking
vk do i really look weird cos some idiots keep talking abt me (i guess)
Vk said no i look nice they dun have taste. Their taste buds spoil LOl ._.
After that go changi study till i faint then we go shop for mothers' day present. this time is my turn xD
Then came back
isaac went off and left me and
vk and
jer :D
Then went to cheers to eat maggie mee :D
Bought newspaper to read then mrt down to expo.
After service went w/ cell group then had to rush off.
Went to meet
Dar and pass him the present for his mama and he and jer was making stupid sounds =.=
Went home after eating at suntec.
sun:
woke up early
again ._.
Bus down to paya lebar and mrt to tanah merah and met
dar. mrt down to expo for service.
We were early :D
For my first time in my life, i was so colorful xD
Yellow shirt, black jacket, pink pants ....
LOL.
After service we went to tampines to eat then mrt to thiong bahru. It was a disappointment. Nothing de.
mrt to jurong east then change to red line, toapayoh.
sat down at mos burger to drink then after that bus to Punggol park and i fell asleep i guess xD
Alighted and bus to Kovan.
Dar pei me go to piza hut and he went off and i gave him the cookies :D
Work was a disaster.
I wanted to be CSr and i got it ._.
and IT WAS SUPER BLOODY DAM CROWDED. THE LINE WAS TILL THE SUSHI THERE.
i wanted to cry alrdy at that time.
Got many scoldings.
Cos i put people in waiting list and ask them go shop shop.
Is they dun wan then come here scold scold scold.
I set and clear table for them, ask them wait they dun wan.
Then get the bloody hell out and do take away or simply just go cold storage and buy disposable de larh ._.
zzz. after work left bunch of idians.
Complained about fana. zzz wth larh. we LRDY CLOSED AND U STILL DARE COMPLAIN? HELLO? WE ARE HUMANS. WE ARE TIRED ALSO. CANNOT DRINK WATER MEH? =.=
zzzzzzzzzz super sian diao lor.
But lucky albert side us :D
went home super late.
dam tired.
i went into room after bathing and drying my hair.
lie down on bed and mama was talking to didi and suddenly i hear nothing and i guess i fell asleep xD
today: later have to go work D:
i guess i rant too much XD
pictures shall do the talking ...
this was taken few weeks back =.=
stupid hairstyle lol.
jia Mei took de. fellowship that time
break time at pizza hut and i forgot who took de
going to work after school and saw this two maids w/ the kid and all carry same umbrella. disney princess de xD
my passport picture.
does it resembles me? lOl
cooked breakfast for maggie some time ago LOL.
found this in pizza hut lol
the mirror image
vk made this? LOl xD
my bed!!!!!!!
SUPER NICE RIGHT???
my chiense teacher
saw this when i was in the mrt.
super cool lor
making a fool xD
nice scenery
Yuru: hi nuer :D
kayying: link you soon
jessica : hi stead :D
Labels: with this i loved you :D
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8:29 AM
♥Real Name:
Michelle (1998-2003) Lim Hui Min
♥Nickname: Min or MinMin
♥Star sign: Scorpio
♥Male/ Female: Female
♥Primary School: Hougang Primary
♥Secondary School: Seng Kang Secondary
♥Jc/ Poly/ Ite: aiming for JC :D
♥Hair color: black and brown? some say got red and yellow =.=
♥Long or short hair: long but not very long?
♥loud or quiet: depends my mood ^^
♥phone or camera: both :D
♥health freak: nope :D
♥drink or smoke: quitted :D
♥do you have a crush on someone: what do you think :D
♥eat or drink: NEITHER =.= nonsense LOL
♥Piercings: ears :D
♥tattoos: none :D
♥been in an airplane: yesh :D
♥been in an relationship: yes and having one now :D
♥been in an car accident:Yesh (once lightly hit only) others almost
♥been in a fist fight: yes xD
♥first relationship: primary 5? some idiot fat guy confess his love and made the whole world think i love him =.=
♥last person u spoke to: maggie darling
♥Last person texted: Dar :D
♥Last person watch movies with: Dar
♥Last food ate: Trio cheese Pizza :D
♥Last movie watched: Pink panther 2 ? =.=
♥Fav food: baked rice
♥Last thing bought: food? ._.
♥fav drink:strawberry milk :D
♥fav clothes: T shirt + skinnies+ shoes? ._.
♥Fav Books: biography
♥fav Color: hot pink, Pink, Black
♥fav Flower: Lily :D
♥fav Phrase: "am i ur dog? u ask me do i do? " & " you don't talk to me , i dun talk to you. we dont talk to each other. okay shut up :D "
♥Kissed in the snow before: no =.= never seen snow =.=
♥had your heart broken: many times
♥done something regretful: who haven? =.=
♥our lips must always be sealed
4:19 AM
Sunday, May 10, 2009
I finally enlighten myself LOL.
I feel so dumb but i manage to think positive way alrdy.
Previously i have been thinking the negative, worrying too much.
Now its getting better.
Some things are bound for me to let go and i shall and i will :D
My relationship with mama got better and thanks to Dar :D
For the first time in my entire life, my mama said a thank you to me.
I was super dam happy?
LOl i'll try to love her.
I know people care for me.
people rant at me.
Even my nai nai does that and when they are no longer there i'll regret so i'm tryin to cherish?
relationship with my dad aint getting any worse i hope ._-
i'm moving on and life for me perhaps will get better i hope :D
Jiayous people out there.
There's still a me when there's no one for you.
Don't think there's nobody. i'm somebody :D
i'll be there people.
Even if i broke a hand, i'll still lend u my another hand.
Even if i'm disabled i still lend you my soul.
♥our lips must always be sealed
5:57 PM
Friday, May 8, 2009
currently at vk house cos i wan to do this quiz by sim yu xiang :D blog tmr :D
Tagged by SINHUI. (: [Which made me go through a lot of troubles just to copy this quiz! Hahaha. I'm so glad I have mozilla to speed things up]
Are You's.
1. Are you single - Nope
2. Are you happy - so-so
3. Are you bored - Duh
4. Are you fair - Fair? skin color? okok. LOL fair by judging? ok :D
5. Are you intelligent - ok lar
6. Are you honest - Yea^^
7. Are you nice - SUPER
8. Are you Irish - Yes :D =.= no
Facts About You.
1. Full name - M Lim Hui Min
2. Nickname - Min Min
3. Birth place - Mount Elizabeth Hospital
4. Hair colour - Black & brown? some say yellow and red =.=
5. Natural hair style - when i wake up w/o combing? xD
6. Eye colour -Black??? i duno la
7. Date of birth - 11111994
8. Mood - crazy?
9. Favourite Colour(s) - Pink, Black
10. One place you like to visit - England, Japan and korea :D thats my definition of one
Questions About My Love Life.
1. Have you ever been in love - Yes? duh~ =.=
2. Do you believe in love at first sight - yes? maybe? perhaps?
3. Do you currently have a crush - crysh no :D attached yesh :D
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally - which human have not?
5. Have you ever broken someone's heart - yes.
6. Have you have your heart broken - yes
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them -yes?
8. Are you afraid of commitment - No
9. Who was the last person you hug - who else? my boyfriend? if not u meh? =.=
10. Who was the last person you said I love you to -my boyfriend? if not u meh? =.=
This or That.
1. Love or Lust - Love .
2. Hard liquor or beer - Beer
3. Cat or Dog - Dogs .
4. A few best friends or regular friends - a few best friends .
5. Creamy or crunchy - Crunchy
6. Pencil or Pen - Pencil.
7. Wild night out or a romantic night in - Romantic night in .
8. Money or happiness - Happiness .
9. Night or day - Night .
10. IM or phone - huh? what lai de =.=
Have You Ever's.
1. Been caught sneaking out - no lah=.= i dun sneak out =.= i walk out :D
2. Seen a polar bear - yesh :D in pictures book
3. Done something you regret - have u? yesh la =.=
4. Bungee jump - whats that =.=
5. Eaten food that fell on the floor - yesh =.= when i was young =.= i know its stupid but i dun lie.
6. Finished entire jaw breaker - what lai de =.=
7. Been caught naked - i was not caught naked but SEEN naked when i was young? LOL
8. Wanted an ex gf/bf back - er no =.=
9. Cried because you lost a pet - YESH D; MY 5 HAMSTERS T.T
10. Wanted to disappear - YESSSSS
Lasts
1. Last phone call you made - to vanessa kang:D
2. Last person you hugged - Ask before right? u stm =.=
3. Last person you hung out with - VKYY
4. Last time you worked - yesterday?
5. Last person you talked to - myself?
6. Last person you IM'D - WHAT THE F***ING HELL IS IM =.=
7. Last person you text - My boyfriend? u is it? u wan me text u?ask so much =.=
8. Last person you went movie with - i forgot? why ? wan treat me :D
9. Last person/thing you missed - My ah ma D;
10. Last website you visited - blogger . com=.=
10 People to do this :
1. Tan Tuan wei
2. Xin Yi
3. Jer
4. Isaac
5.agnes
6. Eunice
7. Yu Ru
8. Celestine
9. zhi yi
10. jia mei
What do the following colours symbolise to you?
-Black : cool
-White :weird
-Red : love
-Green : headache
-Blue : refresh
-Gray : sad
-Orange :eye pain
-Purple : wth?
What is the first thing that appears in your mind when you see the colour
-Black : hair?
-White : paper?
-Red :roses
-Green : Grass
-Blue : Swimming pool.
-Gray : CrayonJuice
-Purple : GAYS
Write down names of your friends that appear in your mind immediately when you see the following colours and tag them to do this quiz.
-Black : Tuan Wei
-White : Maggie
-Red : Anvis
-Green : Isaac
-Blue : Linda
-Gray : CHECK DICTIONARY
-Orange : My mother
-Purple : Vanessa
exams is a flunk today D;
Vomitted 2 times =.=
no updates...... zzz wth hate myself for so stupid lar =.= stupid exam paper pissed off
Labels: the sky is fallin and i hate exams
♥our lips must always be sealed
9:35 PM
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Let me recap what happen
Tuesday, first three periods was amath. Learnt new things :D
then was 2 eng periods and finally 2 lit test thinking i will fail lit but luckily i got 14/25 :D
Bio test was a failure. It came out exactly what i studied but i forgot=.=
After sch, went to library print scores then went to bus down to tampines to meet
dar.Just reach there, tidy my file and he came sneaking behind me and whack my hair =.=
After that we walked to T1. Got nothing eat so went to Long John to eat.
He saw his primary school friend i guess and after eating, we mrt to dohby gaut; the cathay to repair his maid's phone and the person there was also a ex dunman student and he was telling
Dar: you qian Tu (got good future)=.=
LOL
Walked around at Plaza sing till very sian then mrt down to serangoon. Wanted to go to vk house but she never pick up the call so went to my house instead and
Dar invaded into my privacy but looking around my room when i ask him to stay in my room=.=
obviously i pasted my pictures from young to now on my wall and he saw them =.-
UNGLAMS
I was fighting w/ didi and he took picture =.=
Went to bus stop and bus to vk house and he refuse to delete the pictures.
After that he bus home and i went to vk house,
Taught her chinese and then chatted a while :D
Went home after that.
Today:
First period, Bio.
Then had 2 periods chinese and obvious i slept again.
Recess and chinese but this time round, went to library read books.
After that was cme and finally Math.
Extend period but i faked as a physics student and ran off cos physics got retest.
After school, went w/ angeline to compass to buy things then she bus home while i continue walking till 2.15 bus home. reach home, played w/ my stupid keyboard =.=
then mama keep disturb me then i went to work.
Work work work and here i am blogging and going to sleep le :D
Dar: goodluck for ur exams tomorrow :D
you'll pass with flying colors de :D
Jiayou
kate: yar, i miss the times where we slept tgt sharing the single sized bed :D
i miss u sister :D eh i wan stay at ur house some time in june can? :D
yingzi : thanks :D
i am tired of all this nonsense. Treating me nice as ur lovely daughter when u're in a good mood. After a fight w/ mama, i'm ur next target. what am i to u? a piece of shit. when u are in a super good mood, u will use me to compare w/ kor and di cos i excel better than them, buy u present and what else did u do to me? threaten me? omfg. Fuck off lar. i seriously hate u more than i dislike mama. look i DISLIKE her not hate i am beginning to hate u more and i meant it!!!!!!!!!!Labels: Lifted up high from death to life
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11:30 PM
Monday, May 4, 2009
yesterday work till very sian.
Leg very pain D:
Came home and mama left 2 my melody and kuromi shirts :D one black one pink :D
happy happy and sleep
today morning woke up and rained
went to school, p.e i never take :D
cos they all having napfa. After that went to dentist w/
maggie :D
Skipped one period of lit and left 2 english.
Completed my letter writing and went for recess.
Recess ended and 2 period of ss
Finally passed my ss test just nice 6/12 :D
After that
Poon Chung Yee our emath teacher came for extended lesson.
My immediate reaction is to take out my mp4 and blast it cos i know the class will be noisy.
Maggie was telling em its obvious. I told her, she wun dare to confiscate mine and true enough she never confiscate.
Then got test. I finished the test and went walking around the class and helped
maggie w/ the test.
And yes, here's another conversation:
Poon: HuiMin, Why are u helping her?
Me: i am not helping her. I am giving her the answers.
Poon: why are u giving her the answers?
Me: i am not giving her the answers i am helping her.
Poon: you finish u can go le.
Me: dun chase me lar. I bio student got bio test. See cher outside. you faster get lost lar.
Poon: how can u be so rude.
Me: i dun wan see ur face lar. I am not rude lar. My mama never say i rude so i not rude. *LoL* (turn to sharifah) am i rude?
Sharifah: huh?
me: am i rude to Poon?
Sharifah; no (smiles)
me: fuck la cheebye so slow.
poon: hey, how can u use vulgarities? you are a young girl.
Me: i not using vulgarities lor. i saying what i have :D eh? how come u know? orh hor, u got use mar so u know that is vulgarities.
I bet she was super irritated w/ me xD
bio test drag to tmr :D
now preparing go vkyy house :D
I know i am bad to her xD i dun care lol
回头想起一切都还像昨天
我还天天对你生气 板着脸
时钟才转几圈 有了转变
缘分太妙不可言
虽然你满身数不完的缺点
完美小姐也不是我的头衔
越看就越顺眼
我们之间 舒服得像 星期天
是命运紧紧把我们 绑在一起
越吵越甜蜜 越吵越爱你 越不分离
生活的难题 考验着爱情
才显得我们的努力 多么值得被珍惜
从今就紧紧的和你 绑在一起
不管坏天气 不管坏心情 都不分离
面包的滋味 有多香多甜
有你分享 有你分享 才真的完美
虽然你满身数不完 的缺点
完美小姐也不是我 的头衔
越看就越顺眼
我们之间 舒服得像 星期天
是缘份 是爱情
是命运紧紧把我们 绑在一起
越吵越甜蜜 越吵越爱你 越不分离
生活的难题 考验着爱情
才显得我们的努力 多么值得被珍惜
从今就紧紧的和你 绑在一起
不管坏天气 不管坏心情 都不分离
面包的滋味 有多香多甜
有你分享 有你分享 才真的完美
就这样紧紧的和你 绑在一起
不管坏天气 不管坏心情 都不分离
面包的滋味 有多香多甜
有你分享 有你分享 才是真完美
eunice: Love :D
cas: haha u got lor. sometimes get so moody. scary de lor.
evelyn: haha see u in band :D
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3:46 PM
Sunday, May 3, 2009
yesterday, woke up at 7.30am. lazy to go amath so never go. bath. and changed 3 times cos i really dunno what to wear =.=
finally wore the yellow "i love my boyfriend shirt"
cooked breakfast for
maggie but forgot to cook my share =.=
bus down to school and saw
huiqi and
poorathy at the minimart.
maggie and
jun jie took ages to come.
maggie was crying when i met her co her wallet spoilt =.=
bus to compass and wait for them eat finish.
they say i cook de very nice :D
took mrt to kovan and waited for
vanessa.
ate breakfast at kfc and then i took mrt to tanah merah while she went tuition.
reach tanah merah, (
unlike what isaac said in his blog) i wasn't half dead =.=
i was just bored close to tears lol.
Mrt to changi and sat down to have lunch. i only bought oreo mcflurry :D
wait for them eat finish, did some amath and saw
Jer wasn't even stdying so sacrifice my time to teach him.
I was totally pissed off and walked away. When i came back, he went to buy ice cream again=.=
i told
isaac i wun give up on him so i force him to study again and stupid
isaac was irritating me.
so i throw to him to teach and he felt how i felt while he was teaching i irritated too so he can understand and he finally shut up when i was teaching.
Vk arrived not long after and we had spent the total 1 hour 30 mins still on indices =.=
gosh. and
jer wasn't paying full attention. Pissed off again, i walked away.
I came back, reluctant to teach him standard form and taught
vk geog instead.
I think he know i was pissed off and finally decided to study.
Good Good :D
after that we left to cheers and never buy anything, went to fairprice bought some chocolate cookies.
I hope
Jeremy Lau Qi Shun learnt something :D
Mrt to expo and slacked awhile.
Was late and then decided to sit alone.
Service was fabulous :D
service ended and played :D
i wanted to say
ISAAC IS A GAY then he whacked me =.=
its like omfg pain =.=
whakced his stomach super hard and then when we walked out, was comparing heights and seize the chance to whack him :D
vk was angry with them i thing i also not sure and walked super fast.
i walked slow and wanted to catch up but i keep asking her to stop but she did not want.
So i stop and saw anvis
stuck in the middle, decided to go back and find the guys since i cant cathc up w/ vk.
called
isaac and the first words i hear was: FUCK YOU LA.
eh, ppl hao xin wan to wait for you and abandon my friend leh.
wth =.=
isaac left to tampines while the rest to changi.
Ate at poppeyes.
first time :D
Was chatting w/
jer and
anvis :D
anvis went back and i was talking to
jer :D
Thanks for listening :D
I was ranting a lot at him.
i really wish i had the heck care attitude as him.
But i cant.
After eating mrt to paya lebar and bus home w/
vk.thanks
anvis and
dar for cheering me up :D
Anvis: you are a good friend too :D my bestest friend ever known :D
Dar: thanks for cheering me up :D dun be too moody too :D you're the nicest guy ever too :D
went home and got scolding =.=
once again parents quarreled.
i really wish u guys mean what you say.
if you parents want to get a divorce, go ahead.
dun everytime come and quarrel.
affect my feelings and drag me inside and not my brothers.
what is this?
I came home at 10 plus but kor?
did u even scold him?
omgosh. This is just venting ur anger on me?
this aint fair.
I really wish i can run away.
I'll just get out of this stupid house and go back to malaysia and stay w/ grand-aunt and not talk so mucha bout you.
They love me more than you guys do.
yes they're richer and bear to spend the money on me.
you people? only on this two unfillial brothers of mine.
Who is the one always buying presentS? Rmbering dates?
Forget it. I dun wan to claim any credits.
I am sick and tired of hearing quarrels everyday.
I am sick and tired of this house, this family. can i run away FOREVER?
i doubt sowent home and prayed to god.
God thank you for telling me to let go one as there's still a string clinging on.
god thank you for all those words.
Pe2ople may think its riduculous and not god telling em all this but is me telling ymself but i believe that it's god who told me :D
Labels: I lvoe you more and more :D
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9:25 AM
Friday, May 1, 2009
thurs:
morning first 2 period emath.
Once again,
ms poon shout =.=
taught us some cos/sin/tan =.=
her lesson ended and chinese class. slept for 35 mins which is 1 period and chinese ended :D
chemistry was next.
i understand nothing at all =.=
so i wasn't paying attention.
angeline darling was sitting next to me.
we started chatting and gossiping tgt w/
maggie sayang :D xD
then
angeline started ransacking my wallet and shouted: OMG HUIMIN'S REAL NAME IS MICHELLE =.=
she keep wanting to see whether i got in my ez link card i refused and finally showed her =.=
then she started calling michelle and said its nicer than hui min =.=
i dun think its nicer so i removed the name =.=
LOL
how weird =.=
maybe i should consider using it when i go JC/poly =.=
after that went for recess.
takeaway food to class eat.
Just ate one spoonful of rice and ms neo came and warn us so everyone went away.
did not eat =.=
after recess went for some dental thingy which drags into second period of eng meaning it took 1 hour 30 mins plus ==
and then i was super hungry cos it was like 12.45 le and i have not eaten anything =.=
dental appointment was scary D;
i bleed the most.
Have to go back for some teeth xray =.=
dunno why.
together w/ eddie :D
after that was some stupid assembly and i slept=.=
went to jun jie house w/ maggie cos his pants torn =.=
then went to pizza hut ;D
maggie working :D
work was a disaster.
the takeaway queue was until the this fashion =.=
got scolded many many times.
i am tired and pissed off.
And i pissed maggie off.
But we'll be fine de. i guess.
Today:
later going out on my own to relax :D
then later still need go work =.=
sian...
i am tired. i hurt many. thank god i have you to support me :D
angeline: i aint stupid :D haha i dun miss u annoying me :D
lixuan: hello thanks :D
evelyn: helloe darling :D goodluck for mye
jiamei: oh ya. upload another time :d
kate: okays.i'm not interested in him =.= LOL. he's ur new stead haha not mine. LOl
Labels: i am trying to control my emotions
♥our lips must always be sealed
9:42 PM
Yester morning went out w/ maggie and jun jie to bugis.
I bought one shirt and one dress :D
me and maggie went for some eyebrow thing and got nice little eyebrows :D LOl =.=
went to work and then home.
Chatted w/ vk.
Sometimes i hated myself. Yes i Told vk and Dar.
I am useless.
Always hiding my emotions, afraid of people getting hurt.
Always not able to stand up for myself,needing someone to protect me and yet i can stand out for others.
Hey people, the STRONG Lim Hui Min is aint strong at all.
I DO burst into tears.
thinkign that each and every words that you people say, i care a lot.
They meant great to me.
They are hurting.
How would you feel if someone were to stand in class while the teacher is teaching and shout: Teacher Huimin got swine flu.
It may be a joke.
But once or twice is enough.
Do you have to tell the whole world?
Tell until the police come and put me into hospital for check ups?
i may laugh at this joke, and not stand up and scold you.
I may fool around. I am useless. Why cant i just say how i feel.
I told xin yi. is it because we lived in a family that everyone is too nice and open until i cant adapt to this world nicely?
I read my written diaries for sec 1 and 2.
I find my actions when i am angry rather childish and funny.
No wonder people like to disturb me.
This post aint meaning anything. just saying out how i feel.
I dun wish to get any response from any special one.
I just typing out how i felt.
yes i have doubted you and you.
i am sorry.
I am just...
simply useless.
I need time.
Thanks dar and Vanessa for being there to cheer me up :D xie xie ni men <3
Labels: i hate myself?
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4:58 PM
