Yesterday worked from 12-3.30 then had my break and realised i id not clock in =.= 3hrs wasted zzzzzz
Feeling that i am falling sick cos i was sneezing throughout =.=
And i felt like fainting.
Quite pissed off with some bloody customers.
Age 10 and below cos eating stupid kiddy meal and have the cheek to scold me.
WHERE THE HELL IS UR SENSE OF RESPECT FOR ME???=.=
had a busy day D;
Went back home, tired.
I was really sian.
God told me to talk to nixi and i did.
And he was right.
Nixi really helped me.
Thanks :D
Today:
Woke up freaky late 6.15am.
And i was the only one in the family that will be late and the only one got scolded by my wonderful mother.
Pissed off i went out angrily.
Unfair.
Board the same bus as didi and went he alighted, i spoke to him: ur tie is slanted
his senior was there and said: ur sis ar?
i really dun understand why.
Is it shameful to have a sister like me?
I helped you when you get scolding.
I buy things for you.
Who in this family treats u so well?
Nobody else.
When kor bullies you, i helped u and even got whacked by him in order to protect u and yet you love him more than you love me.
What is this?
I am really sick of this house.
Went to school.
P.e i never take.
Lit was okay okay then english slacked a lot.
Recess ended and STUPID DISCIPLINE MASTER ASKED US SEC 3 TO SIT UNDER THE HOT SUN AND I WAS NOT FEELING WELL =.=
Got caught by him for ankle socks and lucky i brought extra socks.
:D
Ss i slept in class.
Bused home and when i reach home at 1.00pm i saw mummy at home and we spoke nothing and within 15 mins, she left.
1.45pm dad called and scolded me for the attitude i gave mum this morning =.=
WTF.
yar larh.
Everything in this house that happens, i am the cause of it.
Am i even regarded as ur child?
God knows.
I only know i am te daughter of god.
I dun even care whether i have ur sur name.
I dun need to be called Lim Hui Min.
Just Hui Min w/o a sur name will be fine for me since i am like a disgrace.
Thinking back, i scored 90++ during my p1-p3 and even a 100 for math and you will still find fault with me.
When i get certificates and add it into my file, not a word of praise for me.
Look at my file. Its like so thick my and brothers?
SO thin.
You spoke nothing good.
When your friends say how clever i am all you do is to say: clever no use.
attitude problem girl.
yes i have attitude problem towards me and i dun respect you because i am beginning to feel that you dun need my respect since i dun get ur respect.
I hold no value in ur heart.
Are u a good motheR?
I know i am not a good daughter.
Humans, i have finally burst out everything.
i doubt this is going to end.
People ask why i tire myself out to go and work.
The only reason is i will be tired when i reach home so i bath and sleep.
And will not have any sense of communication w/ this nice family of mine.
I wish i can grow up faster and go for overseas studies so i will not have to face them
But saying this is good.
I know i still have a heart.
I will still feel guilty.
I may not be their daughter by name if i change my name but i will still a daughter of the Lim family by soul.
Hiding cannot resolve anything so only thing i can do now is brace up and move forward w/ life.
I shall treat eveyone nice and i dun care what kind of response i will get.
i shall end here :D
Labels: Cheers with life
♥our lips must always be sealed
1:57 PM
Monday, April 13, 2009