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Wednesday, April 29, 2009

If you enjoyed your primary school years, you'll do it.
If you have nothing else to do, you'll do it.
If you're here to read the questions/answers and pretend to hate to do it, deep down you'll still do it.

This tag is so fun because the answers can go on and on.
Read if you miss your PRIMARY school years.

1) Which school did you go to?
Hougang Primary School :D

2) What classes were you in?
1.9, 2.9, 3.1, 4.1, 5.8, 6.3

3) What was/were your favourite lesson(s)?
Math (i super hate it now =.=) and p.e (sucky now =.=)

4) If you could remember, what time was your recess?
9.25 for lower pri and 9.55 for upper pri :D

5) List down your favourite food/snacks.
the CRISPY NOODLES I MISS IT

Style
1) Did you have a nickname way back in primary school?
yesh duh~ plenty =.=

2) How did you wear your socks?
high socks =.=

3) Have you been suspended due to the way you put on your uniform?
no :D my sch uni was a pinaform(lol dunno how to spell :D) join tgt de :D

4) Were you given plenty of reminders about your appearance?
no :D

5) Who did you look up to when you were in primary school?
myself :D haha kidding :D

Punishment
1) Name one memorable scene where you were punished in front of the whole class.
my bad was thrown and was punished to stand throughout by zheng lao shi and i thank her for doing that :D

3) Give one scene where you escaped from being caught/punished.
p1 or 2, i skip sports day and i was the class monitor xD

4) Did you vandalize any school property
is like duh~ dun u draw on ur desk? LOL

5) Did you ever make any teacher cry?
nope :D

6) Who was your favourite teacher?
Ms Lydia Lim :D Mdm Anita :D Zheng lao shi :D

7) Describe your DM..
funyn but feirce and caring :D

8) Who was the funniest/weirdest/loudest teacher?
Mr hasnan- funny and fierce and weird =.=

Social Circle

1) Were you popular back then?
okok lar :D
i've got one big clique :D i miss them

2) Were you in a big group of boys/girls or small ones?
bug group :D
diane, celest, anvis, tricia, li min, zhiyi and me :D
if thats all i rmb xD

3) Who were your best friends?
anvis, limin, tricia zhiyi, diane and celestine xD

4) Did you and your friends have nicknames?
duh~ celestine gave me plenty nicknames =.=
minmin or ah min was the more famous ones =.=
anvis gave me ah min and lhm lol
dunno why ppl like to use min instead of hui =.=

5) What were your favourite memories of you and your friends?
playing catching xD

Co-curricular Activities

1) What type of CCA were you in?
weiqi and redcross :D

2) What did you have to bring to your CCA?
cca keys xD i was the cca leader :D

3) What did your CCA required you to do?
i was there to guide juniors

4) Got injured?
nah~

Crushes/Lovers

1) Who was your first crush?
some stupid puppy love =.=

2) Are you in good terms with your last crush?
NO WAY STUPID IDIOT GAY FREAK _l_

3) Did you ever had a relationship with anyone in your primary school?
yesh?? ._.

4) Have you ever made out in school?
no :D i am good :D

Closing Ceremony.
1) How did primary school changed you?
i had plenty of good memories :D

2) Sing one verse of your school song.
Here in Hougang Primary, we.... =.= i forgot

3) What was your favourite question?
huh? (LOL) thats a question :D

4) Who/what will you remember from your primary school?
friends and stupid thigns i did :D

5) Any memories you will not forget.
p5 and p6 camp :D
the day i got dengue xD
my birthday trip on p6 :D

do this :D u wun regret :D

Labels: do u have to pretend?

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10:19 PM

went to school today and was almost late =.=
FORGET BRING PENCIL BOX AND THERMOMETER WAS INSIDE AND BLOODY $4 WASTED=.=
was super pissed off. bio 5 mins then 2 periods chinese.
Slept like dead pig again.
then recess and 2 period chinese.
got back chinese paper. 72. a2.
cme changed place :D
sat in front w/ maggie again :D
math was super sian.
lesson drag till 1.40
it was super funny can?
i videotaped it.
next time show u guys LOL.
i was held on till 2.30 by poon =.=
wtf.
then went to hougang point walk walk till 4 i sat down at mac till 5 anvis and celestine darlings came :D
taught me amath and then called tricia to come down :D
omg catching up time :D
went home w/ tricia darling and like the past chatted :D
she was telling me how much i grew LOL.
cos last time she taller than me.
now i taller than her :D
haha.
now at home.
just "fought" with kor and obvious i lost haha.
and i injured myself =.=

jolene: okay roti prata outing :D
yingzi: haha ncie mar tee ying zi :D

Labels: i'm sorry for doubting you

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8:32 PM

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Hi Peeps, i am backie :D
mon:
morning reach school and i was SUPER HAPPY^^
cos james tan never come and raj took over for p.e and he let me dun take NAPFA^^
lit was okay. then followed by english and tee ying zi sat w/ me throughout today.
Recess and social studies :D
Finally did sbq on my own :D I LOVE SBQ
After that was after sch but Ms Poon came into the class for extended lesson. I dun feel like having extended lesson so i walk out and she kept calling em to come back.
i ignore her and walk out.
from outside, i shout in and ask whether maggie wan go but she ask em to leave and dun drag maggie along =.=
zzz. jun jie buay song go and shout at her =.=
LOL was super chaotic. i left at 1 and went to pizza hut :D
slacked there and then went to check the clinic :D
started work and at 6pm i went for my injection.
Waited for the doctr till 7.15pm he came and had my injection D:
Went back to pizza hut and it was crowded =.=
hand pain still mus serve D;
wth super pain le lor D:

Today:
had an off :D
hand super pain.
Chinese compo halfway pen drop on th floor and no ink =.= WTF
chinses paper 2 was quite easy :D
after sch rain D;
ran in the rain.
Bus w/ tee ying zi to library and slept while waiting for dar :D
he came and then we went to tampines mall and eat :D
and again i was disturbed =.=
wanted to get my file but couldnt find my pinky file D:
went to century square study till 4 plus or 5.
Practically i did not study :D did not have the mood LOL.
Went walk walk a round then at 6 went to century square the lift thr sit till 7 then me and dar took bus 81 home :D
now at home blogging :D
-cheers :D

i finally realised the pain when i have to get to know things happening from you through others.

kate: LOL i know :D
vk: thanks for tagging :D hope u did well in syf :D
cas : same to u too :D Love ya dar :D
weixiang: what thing =.=
ying zi: Linked :D

Labels: i love you forever

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8:41 PM

Sunday, April 26, 2009

yesterday morning went to work.
Turns out only me and my manager, emily were there.
we both got scolding from customers and a customer (a couple and 3 sons) were scolding me and my manager.
the mother scolded my manager very loud and was pointing fingers and the father shouted so loud till i from the other end can hear.
the sons were obviously older than me about to go ns.
cvan't they see we only have 1 staff that is me =.=
Cant they like understand the situation?
Emily was very angry as people were late.
After that xin yi came and ate basil crayfish D;
WTH rich gal.
Saw sms and Realised dar was going malaysia =.= LOL
Ended work and chatted with her on the way there.
I told her, i was stupid. I was too selfish.
I have been living in the world of mine for 14 years.
That i totally forgot this world is different from mine i used to live in.
The family me and xin yi grew up in, had no temper was my mother and my small uncle.
but their temper only shows when they are angry.
I was dreaming so long.
I totally forgot.
no wonder i was sensitive.
The family i grew up in was noisy and i hear chatters everytime.
When i am high i get super high.
But when i am not high, obviously i am quiet and people think it is emo-ing but xin yi will not think it this way cos' she've seen me grow up too :D
we've been through so much. COUSIN FOREVER ^^
Back to topic.
After that, met jer and vk at tanah merah :D
mrt there and i was zi high.
went for service and squeezing seats D:
Service ended and went for fellowship till 9.45pm
saw jer was super sian and i started playing and entertaining him :D
until i was super tired =.=
On the way home, dar replied telling me he came home.
Reach home
Watch chucky. and when the ending part, the hand pop out, i was sitting in front and lazy move back cos i was charging phone and when it pop out, obviously i was the only one screaming -.-
and everyone scolded me crazy =.
LOl and sms w/ dar till 12 plus then i went to sleep and now i am blogging like duh~ later have work D; full shift. 11am to 9pm

HAPPY 4 MONTHS ♥
Loving you forever :D

Dar:
Thanks For being there for me throughout this four months :D
Thanks for being so supportive and when i wanted to give up, you was there to told me not to give up :D
Thank you for lending your ears for listening me rant out all my problems.
Cheering me when i am sad, having fun disturbing me =.=
I thank god for giving me such a wonderful boyfriend like you :D
Thanks and love you lots :D
4 months and still counting on... :D

ZhiYi: hi love :D
Isaac: refer to above post :D i dunno ppl got temper de marh.

Labels: I Love You

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8:24 AM

Saturday, April 25, 2009

thurs
First period was emath.=.=
emath last for two periods until 9 am but i slept till 8.45am and woke up to pay attention :D
Ask Ms poon some questions and obviously she was fed up and she scolded me.
WTF. she dun fit to be a teacher lor =.=
have some patient in STUPID ppl like me =.=
chinese one period and slacked
Went back to class and two periods of chem.
Paid attention.
Ms Low taught me and maggie one on one LOL.
Recess and then ss.
As usual did not pay attention :D
English and then Assembly =.=

Fri.
went to school and when i walk in, mdm lim called me to help her.
i was like: out of so many ppl why me =.=
called, jia hui, maggie, jun jie to help carry.
Carry up to hall, she asked me and maggie to stay and help in the prize presentation =.=
i was like WTF? my attire was wrong wrong wrong =.=
the scary thing was that i was giving it to mr pang, mr zulkifli ._. and ms julia goh and goh lee choo.
After that, went to class for amath.
Paid attention and chapter 5 is so easy to me :D
chem and changed place.
yay :D
but sad thing is maggie is seperated from me D;
butat least still can communicate but still can concentrate la :D
Emath and i paid attention :D
recess and then bio.
Gosh D;
Fancy memorizing so many things into my brain =.=
i am dying.
After sch bus down to tampines and met Dar :D
We walk walk and went to pizza hut to queue up :D
Isaac called and i keep hanging his call :D
Till not fun le then i talk to him and tell him we were at pizza hut :D
and he scolded me many vulgarities D: LOL.
We three ordered sausage craze baked rice and the service was terrible.
=.=
1. CSR never greet us but just throw us 3 student menu and no other menu and said: today chicken soup =.=
2. person took order never repeat.
3.Soup came before drinks =.=
4. drinks had no coasters.

no wonder they failed their cms check =.=
Mrt to city hall and Dar still refused to show me his ezlink card when i showed him mine =.=
So sad lar D:
I HATE MY EZ LINK CARD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
After buying the guitar, mrt back to tampines.
I did not want to go home. Isaac wanted to go home. i asked him stay.
he wanted to go dar's house but i wanted go void deck D;
He was fed up and went home.
I asked Dar why his friends all so weird de.
until today i know everyone has temper.
dar volunteer to pei me go hougang point :D
Reach there at 4 plus five plus i forgot.
Walk rounds and rounds and i brought dar to my old house :D i miss it D:
Memories flash back.
We walked to my primary school and i showed him :D
super nice :D
walked back to hougang point and walk a few more rounds then sat at kfc and i saw a weirdo =.=
wtf lar.
1. he push the chair so hard it hit my knee very pain.
2. he spray the wipe table thing on me =.=
i demo the chair thing to dar and he said it was painful.
to dar its painful. ME LEH ???!
=.= i keep staring at him and he was staring back.
I DUN GIVE A DAM I HATE HIM =.=
nixi was late and she came with jia qi.
After that send dar to bus stop and when his bus came, he left and i chatted w/ nixi and she made me promise to study hard and get my target 11 marks :D
i dun break promises and i am going to work hard for it :D

thank you Dar for waking me up and giving me confidence when i'm giving up :D
Thank you maggie for making me have a target and goal to acheive for :D
Thank you nixi for making me promise :D
Thank you anvis for asking about my studies :D

After cell grp, vk called me and we chatted :D
long time no see her le.
told her abt today and she was like, alrdy said le: the guys are weird except tuan wei
LOL.
i was like : nono, tuan wei also weird xD (omg later he kill me xD ) haha
had a good day :D

today
later going to work and meet vk and then go service :D

dong: eh? LOL
eunice: haha cos i asked u, u never reply me mar :D
pearlyn: linked
yuru: hihi :D
kate: u pa jiao mar :D

Labels: i am surviving :D

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9:16 AM

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

those who have eyes can see i changed my blogskin :D
Anyway back to blogging :D
Today first period was bio. Super sian.
Never speak.
Go to mt. 2 period. slept for 1 hr 10 mins and the teacher was irrtating. Keep calling me to wake up =.= and duh~ i was sleeping and cannot hear. jolene woke me up and told me LOL.
Recess and then went back to chinese another 2 period.
Mr Zulklifli came in halfway and i chua tio cos i was using hp =.=
Lucky he pa jiao cannot see ;D
he come in interupt our ting li ==
Went back to class after chinese and was cme. :D
Me and maggie was grp tgt ^^
realised my ting li i only got 3/10 ^^
LOL who cares.
After that was emath.
Once again Poon was shouting =.=
Ended at 1.30 then was chem but i never listen. Went out of class and sat and chatted w/ huda.
After that went to hougang mall posb bank to do some error checking.
Shop around and guess what?
VIBRATOR FOR SALE ^^ BUY ONE $10.50 AND GET FREE SAMPLE OF CONDOM XD
Then shop around till 5 then reach home :D
Online till now ^^
Pics for update :D

Maggie left this in the work locker ^^ she buy for me de :D so sweet rite?

Dar bought for me de :D OMG NOW I REALISED ITS STILL IN MY FRIDGE =.=

this xiao didi very cute rite? LOL

Sharifah drew this for me ^^ I am CUTE ^^

JOLENE IS PERVERT XD READ THIS BOOK

WTF THIS MAID IS CRAZY. ABUSE THE CHILD

Jessica: okay :D
Jolene:
Dar:
Thanks for being so confident in me :D
When the whole world was looking down on me, even myself, you look highly on me :D xie xie ni ^^ you will do well in ur exams too :D goodluck :D

Labels: xie xie ni :D

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6:58 PM

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Morning go sch rain. Ruin my pathetically day.
That idiot bump into me and never say sorry.
wtf i hate u larh.
Did i ever offend you.
Why do you have to make urself be hated by so many ppl.
You think everyone likes you?
Making people resort to privating their blogs in case you find out they blog bad about you.
but for me, i will not private :D
What can you do to me?
Whack me? Come :D i am waiting.
skip skip skip....
After school reach home and realised didi never go school.
he said he was "sick" =.=
i dun give a dam about it.
blog and later going for work soon.

read vanessa's blog and let me think of something.
I told yu xiang i wan to quit school.
I told many.
I cannot predict my future.
At times i really want to quit school.
I am tired of studying alrdy.
but i know i will regret if i do so i have no choice but to continue studying.
I am really very sian alrdy.
jiayous ba huimin.

ANYONE WANS TO STUDY WITH ME???? exam coming. next week exam le D;
PEOPLE PEI ME STUDY LEIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I NEED HELP IN AMATH -,-

isaac: here is YOUR BIG BIG THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!! WHATEVER. EH I AM TREATING YOU TO PIZZA HUT AND I STILL NEED TO T HANK YOU? WTH=.=

finally replying tags:

Kate yeo xin yi: LOL. i dun wan serve you xD
anvis: haha thanks for tagging ^^
Isaac(: :you copy and then paste in somewhere else la PAJIAO!!!!!!!!!

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1:57 PM

Monday, April 20, 2009

AM SERIOUSLY IN A BAD MOOD NOW.
Piss me off not.
morning woke up for elearning thing.
Quarreled w/ mama.
Then went to hougang point w/ her.
came back at 10 to continue elearning.
typed literature thing so long in the end FUCKING ELEARN LOG ME OUT W/O EVEN SAVING WHAT I TYPED.
NUABUEYS LA.
HOW IRRITATED I AM.
Eh.
Wth i seriously hate this =.=
I am done with literature and emath.
English? I am giving up.

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11:05 PM

Sunday, April 19, 2009

yesterday was a super fun day :D
Morning woke up and like duh~ (previous post) i blogged :D
Then left my house and met dar at the bus stop where i alighted.
Walk with him and stop at Yu Xiang's house. Wanted to shout upstairs o.- but his dad sleeping and he kup my phone =.=
Walk to school and walk around to find maggie.
Cant find her so went into school.
Saw band perfoming :D
and... I never :D
Maggie tapped us.
Before that i was disturbing Ms Poon xD
Anyways, saw siti and brought her around until isaac and jer came and yu xiang came.
i was crazy =.=
shouting and screaming lol.
Its normal cos i am always this high lol.
I brought them around.
And slacked outside 1e1 classroom.
Bought garlic bread :D
super nice.
After that, Jun Jie went home to take money and he was SUPER SLOW AND HE EVEN CHANGED LAR =.=
Mrt to dohby gaut and then maggie and jun jie and jer left us there and maggie KISSED ME =.=
Dar & Isaac and me mrt to city hall and alighted.
Walked to PENISULAR SHOPPING CENTRE.
Went into the guitar shop.
THE PINK GUITAR DAM NICE!!!!!!! I WAN TO BUY D; FOR DISPLAY :D
Then the guys started talking about some vibrator for the guitar and i started to giggle and laughed.
LOL.
Then isaac the dirty boy immediately knew what i was thinking hahahahhaha.
Walked around then tap in and waited for jer and ISAAC WHACKED ME =.=
dar and isaac was PERVERTIC =.=
wth aiming at their __ with paper balls =.= =.=
Once again ... MY GOOD EYESIGHT SAW JER THROUGH THE REFLECTION ^^
foudn him and mrt to tampines.
Bus to dar house and jer went home to take medicine.
It wasn't as creepy.
Maybe it was broad daylight x.x
But i still have the creeps of taking the lift =.=
After that bus down to simei.
(copied from isaac's blog cos i was lazy to type xD)
[WHEN isaac WANTED TO BUY JOLLY SHANDY AT 7/11 AT SIMEI MRT STATION , he WAS SUPER PEK CHEK LAHH. We went to 7/11 , he took a can of jolly shandy , went to cashier , and this CHINESE WOMAN even took it and scanned it . he was about to pay $1.50 when one FUCKING MALAY AUNTIE FROM THE OTHER CASHIER SAID "IC? NO IC? CANT BUY , COS THIS GOT ALCOHOL" -'-NOT EVEN 0.5% NABUEYYS. I DRINK 10CANS I ALSO WONT DRUNK LAHH DEYY.]
From this, u can see how angry he is LOL
Dar took his overseas-ed phone back :D
Ate at kfc :D
Jer came and followed by vk.
I brought them to NTUC to buy Isaac 's jolly shandy.
Went back to the 7/11 and JER MANAGED TO BUY THE JOLLY SHANDY LOL
Isaac was super angry.
LOL.
Anyways,
Slacked there and was playing throughout with Dar until i no more energy and we both sweat like hell larh. LOL.
When its time to go, we mrt-ed and dar took the other train from us.
Gave him the green envelope.
Mrt to expo and then split ways w/ vk.
Sat w/ nixi and the whole service was super funny.
After service, Jer was doing the CLIMAX to isaac LOL.
Went to eat w/ the guys at tampines.
Super crowded.
Went to century square to eat instead.
I received nicknames every week.=.=
Last week pizza hut.
This week? VIBRATOR =.=
hahah.
Me is going to play audi then got work le D;
TOMORROW NO SCH :D
e-learninig day :D

ten senteces for u guys :D

第一句
如果我们之间有1000步的距离
你只要跨出第1步

我就会朝你的方向走其余的999步

第二句
通常愿意留下来跟你争吵的人
才是真正爱你的人

第三句
付出真心　才会得到真心
却也可能伤得彻底
保持距离　就能保护自己
却也注定永远寂寞

第四句

有时候　不是对方不在乎你

而是你把对方看得太重

第五句
朋友就是把你看透了　还能喜欢你的人

第六句
就算是believe　中间也藏了一个lie

第七句
真正的好朋友
并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题
而是在一起　就算不说话
也不会感到尴尬

第八句
没有一百分的另一半
只有五十分的两个人

第九句
为你的难过而快乐的　是敌人
为你的快乐而快乐的　是朋友
为你的难过而难过的

就是那些　该放进心里的人

第十句

冷漠　有时候并不是无情

只是一种避免被伤害的工具

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9:31 AM

Saturday, April 18, 2009

Recapping....
Tuesday.
Amath three period.
Super sian.
Then was english.
me and magggie was chatting all the way.
Recess and was lit and thne time for me to go to work.

Wednesday.
Bio one period.
Talk about our online project work =.=
Chinese test was quite okay.
Then recess after that chinese test again.
Went back to class for cme.
Told Mrs Tay about ____ until i almost cried lurh =.=
Poon's class last lesson and as usual, she dragged again=.=
After school went to Tampines Library to wait for dar.
When he came we went to walk walk and find a place to eat :D
Ate at mos Burger and walked finish three building.
Went to century Square and sat down for more than 30 mins and saw one cute baby.
7p.m isaac came and met us and was like 1 hour late =.=
he said want come at 6 de lor =.=
Went home after that.

Thurs,
morning maths 2 period and as usual i was sleeping.
Then was one period of mother tongue.
Ting xie i did not copy ^^
Chem was next and once again i was talking cos i wan ms loh to teach D:
recess and then ss test D;
Fianlly english and since no assembly so stay at class.
Me and maggie chatted again.

Fri,
Excursion trip was a failure.
After that trip, got oral.
Tongue tied D;
Went w/ maggie and jun jie to eat and then went work.
Got bullied again D;
Tired.

Now got fun fair later :D
meeting dar and eat alrdy we go play and wait for maggie to come ^^

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7:35 AM

Monday, April 13, 2009

Yesterday worked from 12-3.30 then had my break and realised i id not clock in =.= 3hrs wasted zzzzzz
Feeling that i am falling sick cos i was sneezing throughout =.=
And i felt like fainting.
Quite pissed off with some bloody customers.
Age 10 and below cos eating stupid kiddy meal and have the cheek to scold me.
WHERE THE HELL IS UR SENSE OF RESPECT FOR ME???=.=
had a busy day D;
Went back home, tired.
I was really sian.
God told me to talk to nixi and i did.
And he was right.
Nixi really helped me.
Thanks :D

Today:
Woke up freaky late 6.15am.
And i was the only one in the family that will be late and the only one got scolded by my wonderful mother.
Pissed off i went out angrily.
Unfair.
Board the same bus as didi and went he alighted, i spoke to him: ur tie is slanted
his senior was there and said: ur sis ar?
i really dun understand why.
Is it shameful to have a sister like me?
I helped you when you get scolding.
I buy things for you.
Who in this family treats u so well?
Nobody else.
When kor bullies you, i helped u and even got whacked by him in order to protect u and yet you love him more than you love me.
What is this?
I am really sick of this house.
Went to school.
P.e i never take.
Lit was okay okay then english slacked a lot.
Recess ended and STUPID DISCIPLINE MASTER ASKED US SEC 3 TO SIT UNDER THE HOT SUN AND I WAS NOT FEELING WELL =.=
Got caught by him for ankle socks and lucky i brought extra socks.
:D
Ss i slept in class.
Bused home and when i reach home at 1.00pm i saw mummy at home and we spoke nothing and within 15 mins, she left.
1.45pm dad called and scolded me for the attitude i gave mum this morning =.=

WTF.
yar larh.
Everything in this house that happens, i am the cause of it.
Am i even regarded as ur child?
God knows.
I only know i am te daughter of god.
I dun even care whether i have ur sur name.
I dun need to be called Lim Hui Min.
Just Hui Min w/o a sur name will be fine for me since i am like a disgrace.
Thinking back, i scored 90++ during my p1-p3 and even a 100 for math and you will still find fault with me.
When i get certificates and add it into my file, not a word of praise for me.
Look at my file. Its like so thick my and brothers?
SO thin.
You spoke nothing good.
When your friends say how clever i am all you do is to say: clever no use.
attitude problem girl.
yes i have attitude problem towards me and i dun respect you because i am beginning to feel that you dun need my respect since i dun get ur respect.
I hold no value in ur heart.
Are u a good motheR?
I know i am not a good daughter.
Humans, i have finally burst out everything.
i doubt this is going to end.
People ask why i tire myself out to go and work.
The only reason is i will be tired when i reach home so i bath and sleep.
And will not have any sense of communication w/ this nice family of mine.
I wish i can grow up faster and go for overseas studies so i will not have to face them
But saying this is good.
I know i still have a heart.
I will still feel guilty.
I may not be their daughter by name if i change my name but i will still a daughter of the Lim family by soul.
Hiding cannot resolve anything so only thing i can do now is brace up and move forward w/ life.
I shall treat eveyone nice and i dun care what kind of response i will get.

i shall end here :D

Labels: Cheers with life

♥our lips must always be sealed

1:57 PM

Sunday, April 12, 2009

YAY! blogging time ^^
Fri:
Good fri :D
Woke up early and met maggie dearie at her house there then we walk to kovan and eat at mac:D
Walk back to pizza hut and slack :D
We did free labour for them by wiping the glass.
Work started and the morning was super busy.
Around 1.30 lidat, Isaac and Jer came.
I was super busy serving people and walking around clearing dishes and randomly i will walk up behind them to talk haha xD
Work till 10.30 then me and maggie ate ice cream and got our free pizza :S
Went home and was super tired D:

Sat:
Woke up @ 8 and rush down to kovan to meet Dar.
He asked me to take my time and now say i slow ._.
WHAT IS THIS??? LOL
We explored so many rounds of kopitiam and he still couldn't decide so me being the nice one, choose to eat at mac.
Spill the milo xD
Went to walk around and went for work.
Lynn said she saw me and Dar LOL.
Work was super sian then at 2.30 i saw Vk sister
3 p.m and Maggie came xD
Slacked w/ her and took some pictures :D

Me and maggie have known each other for 4 months plus and we have the close chemistry until friday night we said the same thing:

Me: stand up stand up for maggie meee
Maggie: Stand up stand up for maggie mee
Tgt: eat the best u can~

LOl we are being lame xD
Anyways, Maggie called Dar to come down and eat.
And he ate and slack till 4 plus until i end work and i was nice to give him 2 pieces of my nice pizza :D
Boarded bus 81 to go tampines meet Jun Jie.
And once again, slept on Dar xD
i guess i was super tired.
haha
Went to service and was late?
haha. sat beside isaac and dar.
And Jun Jie was beside Dar.
And random shots of him xD

Service ended and baka Jer was calling me pizza hut ._.
It was a joke i know but i burst out laughing and crying LOL.
I did not cry because of him =.=
I just dunno why la. LOL
But in the end he apologised :D
HOPEFULLY it is sincere LOL xD
Went to t3 and stalker vk keep taking pictures of me and dar =.=

MISSED XD

shaky~

omfg =.= getting nearer =.=

IS SHE A PERVERT????

ok ..... she is =.=

coming to realise my hair was super messy =.=
Accompanied Dar and guys to buy food and went home.
So tired that mama bought ICE CREAM and i don't feel like eating.
Went to bed after bathing .

Now i am blogging and getting ready to work ^^
tata~

Labels: Loving you more and more :D

♥our lips must always be sealed

9:49 AM

Thursday, April 9, 2009

wow about a week never touch com.
Let me recap.
Monday:
went to school.
Never take p.e cos i laxy bring p.e so i fake a parent letter xD
then was lit and then eng and finally ss and then i went home to change shoe and nice maggie was there to help me for a while at work ^^
Work did not turn out well.
Broke a plate and cut my feet.
D;
went home and slept. Tired.

Tuesday: 3 period amath and then it was eng?
Lit last two period and went home change and went to work.
Broke one glass.
My manager saw and never scold me. ^^
She is nice ^^
went home tired.
Ate pasta ^^

Wed:
bio and 2 periods of chinese and recess then chinese ^^
fking Goh our counsellor made my class stay back cos we are the only sec 3 class who nv hand up the reflection and made us do another =.=
Went for work and this time i worked as csr :D
SMile till my mouth pain =.=
Went home ^^

Thurs:
Math first two period.
I was super sian at her nagging.
Wasn't feeling tired but i hate agging so i took out my ear piece and on my music and slept.
And it was pretty obvious i was listening to music but i DUN CARE ^^
Then it was one period of chiense and hear the teacher nag at me ._.
Then came back for chem.
Chem test was a failure ._.
Recess and then eng.
Super fucked up with that bloody bastard.
WHATEVER I DO U HAVE A COMMENT ON ME ._.
DID I EVER OFFEND U?
CAN U EVEN SHUT THAT MOUTH OF URS?
SAY I BLOG ABOUT U COS I NEVER EVEN STATE UR NAME UNLESS U JOLLY WELL ADMIT U ARE THE BLOOD FKING BASTARD =.=

After school smth happen.
Accompany maggie to compass and when dar came, we went to find him
bus to kovan and mrt to woodlands.
shop there AND HE FREAKED ME OUT AND I ALMOST CRIED=.=
zzz. Bused at 6pm to tampines for 1 hour ._.
and i slept very quickly.
shop at tamipines 1 ^^
then went home ^^
finished blogging ^^
tmr working w/ maggie dearie ^^

♥our lips must always be sealed

10:01 PM

Sunday, April 5, 2009

The random me again (:
Some people i really want to thank For this pass week.
Perhaps i was really tired and i lost my cool.
Thanks Dar for standing by me (:
Video above dedicated for you (:

And one person i want to apologise to:
Isaac
At least he apologised and yet i still lsot my cool to him D:
Sorry.
I really didn't mean it.
Sorry

Tmr starting work ^^
Just now go and meet maggie and jun jie (:
Fun experience.
I was standing at entrance and the guy called edwin i guess was telling maggie that my looks not bad.
The maggie was like yar.
Then just nice, got one auntie come in.
THEY STARTED LAUGHING AT HER 80s FASHION!
LOL
she looks liek MS POON (:
hahaha
seriosuly i am going to upload the Pic soon (:

Friends forever (:
CHEERS PPL ^^
Dedicated to
Maggie
Anvis
Vanessa
XinYi
agnes
JOlene
Yuxiang
and those we have been through lots with me ^^ and
Friends YOU ^^

♥our lips must always be sealed

8:14 PM

I shall not blog about the things ytd.
Some things to note about my feelings for yesterday.
I reflected and it was an week that words can put in.
I dunno what i am saying.
Just that perhaps Dar was right.
maybe i was too tired.
I lost my cool yesterday.
And i gave my didi a slap across his face yesterday.
It was a harsh thing to do ever since last year, i had never slapped him
Maybe it was my limit.
Maybe i was too tired.
Maybe its just too mcuh?
I have no idea.
Sfter service, i was angry.
It was a joke.
A small matter that i was suppose to play along but i turn out to be angry.
I have no idea.
It wasn't the first time that he played this joke on me.
But why am i so angry.
It wasn't the first time he injured me let alone this time he just gave me a paper cut.
I have no idea why.
I should really keep my cool.
Sorry guys for getting so angry.

♥our lips must always be sealed

1:08 PM

Saturday, April 4, 2009

i am super random now

List 10 people whom you want to do this quiz
[ ] Gotten detention
[ ] Gotten your phone taken away in class Because i put in on the table =P
[ ] Gotten suspended
[ ] Gotten caught chewing gum
[ ] Gotten caught cheating on a test
Total : 0
[ ] Arrived late to class more than 5 times .
[x] Didn’t do homework over 5 times
[x] Turned at least 3 projects in late
[x] Missed school cause you felt like it
[ ] Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class .
Total : 3
[x] Got your mom / dad etc. to get you out of school .
[x] Texted people during class
[x] passed notes
[x] Threw stuff across the room .
[x] Laughed at the teacher .
Total : 5
[ ]Pulled down the Fire Alarm .
[x] Went on Myspace , Facebook etc. on the computer at school
[x] Took pictures during school hours
[ ] Called someone during school hours
[x] Listened to an iPod , CD ,hp music etc. .. during class
Total :3
[] Threw something at the teacher
[x] Went outside the classroom without permission
[x] Broke the dress code .
[x] Failed a class .
[x] Ate food during class .
Total : 4
[x] Gotten a call from school
[ ] Couldn’t go on a field trip cause you behaved badly .
[x] Didn’t take your stuff to school
[ ] Gotten a detention and didn't go
[ ] Stuck up your middle finger at a teacher when they were not looking .
[ ] Cursed during class loud enough so the teacher could hear .
Total : 2
[ ] Faked your parents signature
[x] Slept in class
[ ] Cursed at a teacher to their face
[x] Copied homework .
Total : 2
Overall : 19 multiply by 3 = 57% life ruined!!

hahaha.
My mood changes out of a sudden and i think i should get my brain check someday.
Maybe there is something wrong with my brain cells.
LOl
One moment i am super sian, the next super angry, the next super high.
Brain went wrong? Lol.
And my Lovely Dar will say i only have 3 or 2 cells =.=
Its like so impossible. How can anyone have 2-3 cells?
LOL._.
Skipped amath tuition xD
who cares.
I am super bored now.

Here something random but familiar to YOU...
I doubt you are even reading my blog.
I am posting this cos this are the good times you cheered and cared for me..
Rock on the good side of you.
This was written 9 months ago (:
Tihings have move on and i am slowly letting you go (:
Memories filled me and i teared again...

*it is re-edited version*
(many parts are cut and many aprts are added in*
*original version will not be showed*

Life is meaningless cos u dun even know whetehr the friends surrounding you are true to you.They seem so true to you.
One moment they say u are their bestie, the next, you're just an additional soul to gossip about.
They seem so true to you but when they find their real true friends, the kick you away.
Why is life so harsh?
You told me that we will be best friends forever. But now i am getting the feeling that you are leaving me.
I have the feelign that u are hating em and avoiding me.
WHy?
Is it something i had done to make you angry?
Am i over sensitive or are u using me?
Can u just tell me?
Earthlings tend to blast their pathetic attitude on me.
I thought you were different.
But... you proved me wrong.
You are just another ordinary earthling.
All you earthlings do is give me a word of apology.
But what i really need is friendship love, support and care.
DO you even understand me in the first place?
U might think i did all this to attract attention.
But i did not.
I wanted no attention cos i just wanted to cry out loud in peace but i cant cos many will kill me.
(____________) said that i am just like a chilli padi.
Fierce and nice.
People get near me so when they are in trouble i am sure to help them.

You told me not to cry. how could i do that?
You told me to carry on living but i find no point in living now.

As you humans can see, i am so different from my past already.
Woken up and moved on (:
Glad and happy and expressing each and every emotion of my life.
Rock on with life and cheers.
The current me is moving on with life and trying to forget the darkest memories.
It have been rubbed clean but still, there are stains.
Tired but still moving on.
I need to plan my time well D:
I really cant cope alrdy.
I am slacking.
I am lazy.
Lol but i am trying ^^

Life is never fair.
Love was always there.
Friends that always care,
will always want to share.
traumatized and hurt,
Moving on without a word.

Labels: Cheers with life

♥our lips must always be sealed

10:40 AM

Friday, April 3, 2009

Yesterday went out with mama and didi :D
Bought many stuff :D

today:
went to school
morning julia goh was in front greeting us by levels and the sec 3, NONE OF US GREETED :D
AND GUESS WHAT?
WE WERE CALLED BACK AND DO A 350 WORD REFLECTION NABUAY LA ._.
took amath test and i sure fail de :D
then chem
:D
and emath went to com lab 1.
teacher was like dun do anything

den i keep going on9 :D
who cares LOL
recess and bio :D
Bio students are getting more and more sick
after school, went to kovan w/ jj for some job interview and then went to dar's house ._.
and it was a creepy experience for me ._.
jsut reach home and here i am blogging LOL

♥our lips must always be sealed

4:35 PM

Thursday, April 2, 2009

Long time no blog le :D
I am back...

Tuesday:
First 3 periods amath.Bored like hell.
Teacher teaching chapter3 and realised we were lag behind so many chapters.
Jing Hui sat behind me and keep disturbing me.
Don't want to return me my higlighter cap.
Why does people like to disturb me ._.
After that 2 periods of english, recess and lit then it was after school.
In lit class me and ke tat and yuxiang sat together.
We started talking about the F word LOl.
Why cos of the relief teacher.
Tcher: You guys are lit students, shouldn't you be more refine.
Me: no, the book taught us about the F word.
Cher: then you shouldnt take lit
Me: no, if like that, then blame the moe for choosing this lit book whic contains f word and telling us. :D

then i went back to my sit.
The teacher cannot tahan me LOL.
then the conversation between me kt and yx started haha
after school went for band and went home

Wednesday:
Morning woke up and packed for syf things.
Went to school and slack abit and went to hall for national anthem ._.
went back to class a while then went to band room.
We had our free time till 1o am and at 9.30 am we ate our breakfast.
went back to band room at 10am and then started practising.
12pm we had our lunch and i didnt eat.
Then i went to change and walk pass our class and basically, i changed place ._.
and obviously, the class was pranking ms poon ._.
zzzz.
Left the school at 2 pm plus plus and went there and was super excited.
Played a feel wrong notes ...
when the results were out, we got a silver.
I was like super sad and many people cried.
Thanks Jolie and Eunice for the hugs
This is my first and last syf.
Work hard Juniors and attain a Gold ...
Went home and hp no $$

Today:
too tired so i did not bother to wake up to go to school.
So continue sleeping till 9am and now here i am blogging :D
Later i may be going out shooping :D
Haha

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9:30 AM