Today woke up @ 1am.
By
Maggie's message.
Something terrible happened and i burst down into tears.
I replied her 2 times and she never reply. I begin to worry.
I smsed
Jun Jie.jun Jie replied me and true enough he was awaked by the message too.
Jun Jie called me and we chat for 2 hours. till 3am.
Then i prayed for
Maggie Till i fell asleep after crying.
Woke up again @ 5 and went to prepare.
6 i left my house and bused to
Maggie's house. Bus came at 6.20 and reach
maggie's house there around 6.50.
Didn't see her anywhere and ended up going home instead of going to school.
Went to bus to kovan ate and bus to serangoon interchange and bus home.
Reach home 8 plus and daddy was at home.
He went out soon after and i on my com and packed the room.
It was in a disaster state.
I pull out a book whole lot drop off.
I pull out a cd whole lot drop off.
OMG.
*pics to be uploaded soon
Packed for 2 hours and finally done @ 11.
Jun Jie called me and i told him
Maggie replied me alrdy.
We were finally at ease.
Use com till now 2 pm.
(:
I'm still worrying.
Thanks
Dar for cheering me up :D
I'm tired. i need a break.
I have been repeating this theory of my life and i shall say it again.
This is more than the 10th time i've said.
My heart is like a glass.
I cherish it and i dun care whether you do.
It's precious and i stick every single soul into my precious heart.
Once you hurt it, it'll slowly be pricked and break. Now my heart finally is fallen apart, Bit by bit,
My close friends are picking them up together helping me place them in an nice orderly manner.
Dar,
Maggie,
Jun Jie,
Jia Hui,
Vanessa and lots more.
But no matter how nicely you guys put, Scars will remain and it will again be eaily broke apart once another person strike.
I asked myself, why am i so easy to be used?
Why do people like to betray my trust?
Time and again, i got hurt.
I am not angry.
I am not mad.
I don't blame anyone but myself.
One shall not blame others for the thigns done but he(she), himself(herself).
I blame myself for every single thing yes, i dun blame others.
I put others before me and what do i get?
Nothing. They put themselves before me.
Forget it ba, make no promise to me people, cause i pinned hopes on the promises and if you cant fulfil them, i'll be better off dead.
Labels: Fallen apart
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