It has all already ended. You said i brought to you stress and pain. And you were trap in the middle. I let you go for such a long slow month. And why are you still clinging on to me?
I let both you and him go. I gave up.
This is your own relationship.I can't be helping you go through right?
I have my own life too. Why on Earth would i know his whereabouts?
People, stop asking me why he has not come? He has not joined us?
STOP ASKING ME
Why would i know?
He has a mouth. He's not mute.Why can't you people ask him?
You people are afraid of hurting him if it is something sad but
have you guys spare a thought for me? NO.
Why are you all so selfish?I am a human too. I have feelings.You people only regret it the very last minute when the strong image of me inside you
finally broke down into tears.I've already changed into a different me.
From one who do not cry into one who
cries often.From one who was extremely vulgar to one who uses a few times a day.
From one who used to whack people daily to one who is
not talking.
From one who always sleep in class to one who is
always taking down notes.From one who is always using the phone in class,
to one who forbade people to use.From one who is always talking in class to one who is
asking people to keep quiet in class.From one who loves to one who
needs to be loved.Will anyone ever notice
i am a human too?
I am hurt time and again and
i am really very tired.One tiny prick for me in the heart and I'll burst out into tears.
Sooner or later,
i'll be suffering from depression.
Thankfully not yet, thanks to the people being there for me.
Dar, comforting me and lending me his wonderful ear.
Being there when i need someone.
Always understanding em more than anyone.
Anvis, Having her own problems, she always have time for me when i do need her.
Vanessa, Listening to me when i need her.
Maggie, being there for me, a hug, crying for me when she sees me cry.
How worse can things go?
I let both you an him go.
You told me you regretted choosing her over him and thus i helped and guess what?
i was insulted.I helped you and you two stead.
Me and him, wanted to save the relationship btw you two so i took in the anger and stood there, insulted. a bitch and w/o fighting back, i kept quiet. accused.
For once, my heart was broken.My pride was gone.
I even offered to go on my knees to
BEG her to let you off.
Here's what a nice repay you gave me?
Saying this is btw you and him. Why am i hurt.
This hurt me more.
So all the while, i have been doing for you, the while you have been hurting me, you did not even notice? No wait.
have you ever notice i was there?
I tried my best not to notice you.
Forget who you are.
I've already tried to forget them.
It pricks my heart to see cos' good memories won't be washed away.
It remains in my heart forever :D
the image of you people being good to em will always be there.
I've forgotten the bad.
Jangan Takut.I told myself. I'll be through this. Time passes fast and within a while, it'll be one moth, two month, three month and even one year will pass.
Aku Lupa DiaIts my decison.
I made up my mind.
All things must come to an end.
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♥our lips must always be sealed
8:58 PM
Tuesday, March 24, 2009