This is just a note for you...
Replying your doubts...
Your questions ...
Yes, you've lost me, your
best friend.
from the start, i've alrdy make a stand to you that being my friend would be very tough.
You may think i am bad.
But it's alrdy very good le.
To those that you have hurt me, the way i'm treating you is just nothing.
Yes, i've changed.
If you dont belive, ask jeffrey.
He've known me for 3 yrs
He knows i've changed.
If 2 yrs back, the way i will treat you is give you one tight slap and say bye bye to our relationship.
Answering your question to M.
Firstly, i doubt the question comes from serafina.
Yes, you have gained her as a good friend.
So, do you still need me?
No. You've cried. Haven i? i bet i've cried bloody ten times more than you.
I'm just ignoring you and you've cried? I may sound harsh.
It's alrdy very good that i am not telling you directly.
I'm not angry when i am bloggin this reply to you.
i am
sad.I even have the intention of crying. When will my tears ever end?
You have to tolerate with this reply if you think it sounds bad and harsh.
I may have change for the better but i'm still me and the characteristics never changes.
You remembered what i told you?
I hate betrayers and i'll never betray my friend?
Yes, by telling me how much hurt SHE has done to you and i help you and the next min, telling others how much you want to patch with her.
then in the first place, dun tell me what she did to you.
this is BETRAYING FYI.
tsk.
You are sounding like you are telling others its my fault and i insist on wanting to confront her while all you can do is NOTHING. i really wonder what are
brains for...
I shall be frank here.
i sort of
betrayed you and now we are quits.
I know that is just a trick when they told u someone from n7 liked you.
no one told me.
i found it out myself that it was a lie from the start.
faye even shock when she know that i know.
i insist on telling you but they dun allow me.
I even quarrel with them
I had the intention to help you despite what you did to me.
SO? i did not really betray you.
Did i?
If i did, then i'm sorry.
I couldnt help it.
The time has come and pass .... bringing away the hurts and the lost.
It shall never come back will it?
Just stand at the ends, knowing no one but ourselves, interferring no one lives and getting no one hurt.
Yes, we're sitted next to each other.
seeing you daily hurts my pride too.
Put urself into my shoes.
How will you feel.
I'm not as strong as you think i am...
In fact, i'm weaker than you.
In fact, you've made me doubted the word friends... I ain't talking to my FRIENDS now.
only maggie, junjie jia hui huiqi and jeffrey the most.
Yuxiang, yes, we've sort of drifted.
i've drifted from many of my friends.
am i turning back to the worst?
i dunno.
i am in the state of confusion.
i'm lost.
Standing in the center, waiting for you to lead my hand and run away.
Yes, i have the intention to run away from home.
I'm simply so stress up...
Studies, cca, family and now additional
friends. do they even exist?
my heart's broken....
Holding them on are
only a few friends
who hold on to a tiny little piece of them...
Dar, maggie and XinYi knows my secret. but everyone has their stress and lives. Imagine one person talking to you daily.
won't you find him/her naggy?
i wun in fact i'll be most delight to listen.
But people are different.
i am learning to live by myself carrying the troubles.
but people, sometimes i may not be able to resist myself and blurt out everything to you and thus, forgive me and i hope by then, you will lend me your ears (:
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7:10 PM
Thursday, February 26, 2009