Sunday, December 28, 2008
many things have happened. i shall skipped everything. no mood posting now... yesterday cried during worship
people after reading this, please do not question me. i had enough. sometimes silence is the ower of comfort...
everyone has changed.
people left me one by one
finally, huiqi left.
i reallyam trying to find falt with myself.
i keep telling myself is something i did that made them leave.
i just cannot accept that tey left just beacuase of some pathetic friends.
is it called true friendship like that?
no
although i joke, i fool around, i have my principles too.
i keep promises.
i dun lie
i am true and loyal
i dun betray
i dun backstab
even i wan stab , i stab with glam & style
i promised anvis i will work hard and i will
i'll prove it to u.
humans, i hate explaining. i find it no use. if u are my true friend, u should trust me, and not question me .
i find no need to explain to someone who isnt true at all. what for explain? it wun change anything
i am really sad
i talk to vk, cheered her up i tok to evelyn, cheered her up and shermeen too.
i can teach ppl facts and stuff but i just cant imply it on myself.
i smile and joke around but do ppl really know my real emotions?
vk ask me to be the same old guai hui min
but does she really knwo the real meaing of me changing?
she doesnt. ),:
its okay de...
anvis told me to take realtionship seriously.
i do.
for guys?
i have no idea.
i lost the confidence alrdy.
concentrate on studies.
why do i lost the confidence?
i am an independent person alrdy.
for a guy to let me accept is hard.
i really hope to treat him seriously la.
although is i nv see him before
-.-
i told anvis is audi de cpl.
why?
i did not lie to her
because i wasnt sure whether he was truthful
he seems cold
so drifted afar from me
yes, he is just 1 month 14 days younger. -.0
haiss
yes i have closed down my blogshop..
still considering whether to reopen
kana scam and yes.
some unreasonable ppl still demand full refunds. u expect me dig out money from my pocket?
forget it. closing it down is good.
report to the police for all i care as its not my fault -.-
i dun bother explaining...
parents dun understand me
they started to blame me when there is a porn book found in didi de drawer.
but do they know the real reason?
its so unfair
i scored way better than didi .5 marks bettr.
i got nagged for 6months and he? mum nv even scold him.
haiss
i am tired
wun bother to explain any more
school reopening in 5 days...
band tomorrow
i have no mood to go.
sriously i am having stomach ache.
evelyn going overseas.
not coming.
haisss
saded
replying tags
cassandra ♥ i give it to myself ^^
jiamei ♥ WOMANIZER IS GUY TY WOMAN LA. CHECK UR DICTIONARY LA.huh? what cca?
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YUXIANG ♥learn to write my name (; u are not my dar
faye ♥ hi (:
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